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Sunday, October 18, 2009
long time no see, i tot u mati

it has been months since i blogged, haha, lost my passion, but gt it back....due to the extreme boredom lah, stil gt wat? nothing in me had changed...yet...my english still as sucky, my brain still as laggy and my chocolates still as plenty. end of exams...yay...now so boring...tsk. i totally fished up chem...die le, chinese ok, others i think it is safe to say i can pass...except angmoh... perhaps i will prepare for chem re exams once i gt my results...provided there is a re exam.

Friday...aftnoon, so siok, exams finally ended eh? haha, but by initial plans was spoilt by the kuantan trip briefing and the FAC briefing...tsk...but saw other ULP mates...did not talk to them alot...except for the chatty one, my grp mate u kno who. yahps, tats abt it for friday.

Saturday, wah seh, damn awesome, perhaps except for the last part of the day. morning till evening, LANing all the way, haha, thats extreme for me. aft that went to this old folks stuff, the great singapore singalong, ahhaa, but damn bored, but the old olks wah damn high sia, dunno they can rock like that, damn enthu, haha, but i was damn tired, aft LAN, wat can u expect?

Sunday, today....nothing much..I GT TUITION...sux man. and now at night, lking for ppl for go LAN tmr, now all the ppl i ask gt plans, should ask earlier, haiz. think most prob cancl...if u happen to see this post and u are equal or below 15, it mus be fate that brought us together..so plz do...call me and go for LAN tmr! Dun giv a damn if u frm north south east west, as long as in kno u, u kno me, then call me. thanks

wanna know wat happened b4 the exams??....U WISH AH, think i so much time ah. today abit bored, hope tmr wun get more boring....

Thursday, August 13, 2009
Nothing much lately

so long since i posted, i do not really post stuff when i do not have cool stuff to talk about. However, just when i lie on my bed, i thought over certain major events happening. i found out that i actually missed out alot of minor stuff. it was like, i keep forgeting things, minor things.



first, my socks...it may be ridiculous but, i actually changed into my full U and left my socks somewhere on the chair and the ground, it was then thrown around the room like some ball. i did not care about it and this happens. in the end i have to run out of the room barefooted, it was HOOOOT ground man, i ran like some joker and unfortunately discovered by my A math teacher. Haiz...its like i did not bother abt things around me, if i knew she was there, i wouldnt do that la, and she was like, pregnant and another teacher was wib her...pathetic lil me.

Next is abt the first aid duties, i keep forgetting about getting the camera from mr pang...haiz...ARRRGGHHH! i need a notebook like ryan, coze now, i m in the middle of alot of things, spamming of tests, training schedules, sudden appearance of First aid duties, recruiting troops for the duties... all tough wrk man. but still, i am trying to live my life like b4, even though it may be impossible.

Worse stuff is, i owe the Bio SPA file for 3 weeks, it was overdue for 3 FREAKIN WEEKS...haiz, not to mention SS file, lucky i manage to hand up b4 distribution, or else i would have gotten a max mark of a passing grade like she said...

life sux now, hope it becomes better. i hope i will get my new memorycard soon..i will need all the memory i can get...first, i needa note bk, ryan! hlp me get one! :) nah jk! i will gt one myself. ;P

Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Friendship, worth fighting for

Perhaps i had did this before,
But this time again, for a few friends, 2 or more, not for the old ones though..
as time pass we neglect this,
as time pass we neglect peace.
we will fight, no doubt,
but it is clear that it is a challenge, if u lose, you r out.
it is better if we overcome this battle,
to scare the crows off the cattle.
friendship are fragile,
but it is something worth fighting for.
all you need is 'gel',
which is able to stick up the paper of friendship you tore.
Never say never,
or regret that you got pepper.
why not seek fruit of friendship,
and you could even earn tips.
you may not believe and insist you are right,
but soon you may feel the friendship drowning in the rising tide.
you may not hurt urself,
but wat about others who cared for ppl like you?
sounds like an advice from a elf,
but trust me, i still believe if i can do it so can you...

Monday, July 20, 2009
Haiz, more test, more burden and not to mention a time eater known as...tuition

today, monday...i hate mondays, not that i want to copy garfield or something, but seriously. its monday and i have to 'look forward' to the incoming tests, physics and biology. And just when u think it is over, however, here comes the second wave, monday: SS test, Tuesday:Geography test, wednesday: A maths and Chinese test, left with the hidden date for E maths and chemistry..i dun wanna know when.

haiz, not just the test that had been giving me this crappy mood, there is also the taking over of the unit, wow, it is lot worse than i tot, yeah u can say, " it is only the first week" yeah rite, i had to go get the schedule done and some accred stuff done and sending ppl for it. not to mention some internal bronze accred and to have to find ppl to train them for it. keep all the VIs updated as soon as i got my schedule approved and stuff...

last but not least, the time eater, tuition. it was horrible, terrible, vegetable lagsana man. not the teaching is bad, its the pupil...holy shit i can tell you. its like all the pupil are pure Emo. they do not talk in class and somehow, they do not even talk with each other during break time! i was like, omg, are they all new? NO! they had been there for at least 6 months! all those anti social basta*d...they are devouring me inside out...i fear soon that i will turn emo... Y do i have to fail english?!?!?! AHHh i will not have to go for this shyte if i had not failed! Damn it all! i dun have a subject which i can really ace, and all i have is subjects which i really do badly in...jack of all traits, master of none...yah rite, if i m so, y would i still fail?

HOI!all these is not gonna bring me down, i m yan kai for a reason, i stand on top of all those who is feeling deprieved now, so i m gonna stay positive, yankai! GOGOGO!!!!

Thursday, July 2, 2009
Lmao, Lol, wakakaka

haha, today like any other day seh. nah nt really lah, today is a gooood friends bday, jean peng!!! happy bday! rok on! haha, wah, today screw up in the mornin assembly announcement, lmao, i slanged the 'good morn sch' lmao, gt ganned by my boss joey ho, so sry dude. haha, chai said it was 'good' haha, dunno if it was sarcasm. Zzz. alot of ppl in my cls noticed, so i assume whole sch noticed. haiz, at least the pledge was rite?errr rite?...

yesterday was the worse man, gt chem surprise test, shit sia, it is like immediately aft the teach teach the chpt, i was like holy shit, no time to study sia! good game. then tmr is fri, finally, last day of the week, siok sia... yah lo, who m i kiddin, nt fri yet and i alrdy have 4 weekend homewrk, imagine tmr...Zzz

ok! fri! here i coooommmeee!!!!!!

Sunday, June 28, 2009
last day of sch, a holiday reflection

wow, its the end of holidays already eh? it was fast. i can still remeber, first event of the holidays, contact session 1 for ULP, met new friends, my gooo ol grp mates eh? whom nw i had gained better friendship with. the knowledge i had learned from the frist CS is not enuff, but i did learned lots about leadership. and ofcourse, H1N1 striked, bam!!!! the world panicked.

next come the second event, my birthday, it was not really like a birthday though, i had an ULP meein with friend, and they do not know it was my birthday. haha, not that i dun wanna tell them, i just think it will not make any difference, guess i may be wrng. little i could remember, there were no celebration, i guess this year's bday makes no diff apart from normal holidays, i end up goin online, goin microsoft words and doin proposals aft meetin, curse u proposals.

next event, the sch rcy camp, i did not really make much of a preparation before the camp, jus packed for it, all the logs i had done weeks ago, guess that is te advantages for bein abit kia su ba, more time to do my other proposals. durin the camp, learned lots of stuff, but mainly about the cadets, perhaps the camp made me learned about others, dunno if the first and third day's objectives is the same as the second, but i think i bonded with others well. learned things like bryan soh actually laughs!!!! omg, he is like good friends with rui sheng, good, good, jeremy yong became more interactive, he have this 'lao da' background in the sec 2 batch, good good, i also see that tsu hsien is a potential cadet, good good.

next event comes the long awaited ULP 09 camp, it was like wow, learned so many stuff, " what does not kill you, only makes you stronger" hell yea man, the camp did not kill me, i gained so many friends, and we've been through so many tough trainings and we walked through 15 km, thats somethin i nvr done b4, maybe to some ppl this is no kik, to me its like " wtf? walk so long, do u have a gun? kill me" but i made it through. haha learned to motivate others, and so called picked up the role of a joker in the grp, nt bad eh? but at least i did wrk. learned stuff like hw to bond a unit together, hw to produce results. pass or fail ULP, at least i know i had growned and learned. the change in me aft the camp, even i can feel it. this is hw powerful ULP is. and the friends, so fast aaron picked up a sch for CT when we haven even take over. kia su attitude, good! me likey, but abit too kia su leh. haha. and all the friends, Aikleng, Alison, Hui ting, 22, shafiqah, Mendi, Linda, Nicholas, aisha, the raffles dudes --> jason and yan tyng, yong kai (the other YK), the one who tell me that she wanna faint while laffin sarah, i guess these are the few who i know more, i also met few of my NDP friends, haha. oh yah, and the sirs and ma'ams, only know leonard sir, denise ma'am and kai ting ma'am better than others, haha my grp mentors mah. but still dun really have the dare to have a casual talk wib them, haha.

aft ULP camp, comes the next event, the killer SLP camp! the camp for the bunch of kids inchidcare who loves to kill innocent sec 3 pupils like me and my grp. so tough, lucky its easy to talk to the teachers there. so they settle most of the discipline probs. it was like, they dun listen to us, so uncooperative and etc. lucky they did not attack me physically. and most lucky thing is i managed to keep my cool! yea! i learned tat kids are someone u cnt mess wib, cnt believe i was once like them, incivilised hoooliganzzz. i saw some others who looked like my clsmates and friends, but the mini version. wahahaha!

nxt event is the ULP contact session 3! omg, last contact session, gonna miss all my grp mates, sob sob. haha. gt the shirt, did some last exercise like the ex VS. took pics, soo touchin, but nt rewally like the drama kind, wakakaka, drank root beer with the Raffles dude and my fellow good friend aaron, talk kok with aaron and fairfield ppl, played a fool and act like drunk aft drinkin root beer. good times, good times.

wats next? oh the so called NDP gatherin, only little turned up, wahahaha, when to cycle and watched tranformers, wahahaha, me and Cyj no money, so borrowed money from the good, kind generous bao yu sir, wahaha thanks man! dunno when cn return, if we have fate, the money will go to u, so let the man up there decide bah (laffin behind). wahaha!

lastly, the few days left, i did all my homewrk and nw is the last day, 9:17pm, sch is strtin tmr, so fast. zooom! all the events led me to all the friends, knowledge, leadership, changes, learned the 'p' word, professionalism, so many things! wah, today marks the end of the beginning, time to continue my exciting journey up ahead, more SLC stuff and RCY stuff bah, since wats left of ULP is PoP. hope to see my ulp mates soon!

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
sianzzz, so many stuff to do

it was a nice day, no lah, more like nice morning only. after morning, i have to go get the firstaid supplies at HQ, but it turns out we dun have to go get the items, we got the wrong information from the other groups! kena saboed, when me, mendi and linda suppose to meet up, i went too early coze at 1pm, i went to sch to hand up form, i cnt find any shirt other than the black SLC shirt, sooo hot sia, still needa wear black. no choice, made my way to school, gave the form, head to douhby gaut, and i was 30 mins early! not to mention last minutes kok up for linda and she cnt make it (not blaming her) and mendi 15 minutes late, so i ended up waiting for 45 mins, played guitar heroes on my phone for so long.

worse come to worse, when we reached the HQ, we were told. " you are not suppose to come to HQ" BOOOOM! one hit KO, i waited 45 mins in the mrt stn just to come here and listen to the sir say this. just like i said, we gt the wrong info, no ones fault actually, but it is actually partly my fault, too gan chiong for the supplies liao. but we gt the bottles, i saw ow and lester chan, so qiao ah...but overall... sianzz

last digusting thing happened is that after we got the reply from esther ma'am, ULP back to work, we have to get eveything done by 11pm, mendi and i chiong and did not call safety OIC for backup, if we did, i think times up liao, so we did everything, all is done and sent, all's well ends well. but linda scolded mendi, i dunno if it is really scold or not, but through the email it sounds like it. ouch, some hit from the good person, i mean doing solo work is to hand up work in time and such, if we were to call and all these, times up liao, and somemore both the camp and exercise safety OIC is same ppl, if she were to do all, time will also run out, so its either the existing ppl online do the wrk, or me and the safety OIC do the wrk, or OIC do all work, prefebly option 2 bah, but like i said, time is not on our side!

Zzz, i think tis may be one of those worse days i had once per month...i hope there are no seconds

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